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kalael asked: 4, 7, 15, 33, 35, 41, 50

4. My best first date.
Honestly, my date with you. Every other was a movie for the excuse of making out and this idea that’s how its supposed to go when you go to movies.
Even if it was awkward at first it was a good kind of awkward because we were both really conscious of each other and it was a really fantastic date. Really. It was my idea of a date, where two people who like each other just want to be in the same space and hold hands and see how it is feeling that way and talking openly about it and being shy. 

7. My favorite book.
Shutter Island honestly. Such a great book I have never read a book that I could mentally feel my brain freak the fuck out about an ending. It was so amazing.  

15. A description of the person I dislike most.
Old. Wrinkly. Yellow teeth. Unpleasant. Saggy. Rude. My Grandmother. 

33. What I love most about myself.
That when the moment happens I can be competitive to the point of working myself to be better until I’m personally happy with what I’m trying to get at. I don’t want to be ashamed of myself or lazy when it comes to my art. I’ll come to hate myself to a whole new level if that ever happens.  

35. What bands I’ve seen live.
Not many at all. That concert I saw with you. But, lol we both know I wasn’t focused on the concert very much because I’m a nervous shy creeper and takes me hours to ponder holding your hand or not. Good lord Liz.  

41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
‘I wish I were a boy so I could take you home for Christmas.” 
My heart. I cried when you said that. It was so sweet and sad. 

50. What my last text message says. 
‘lol XD’